Nobody Knows

Sexual tension, lust for a lot of women
Was it just good fun, or maybe an addiction?
Try not to make decisions while I'm sippin'
'Cause I know the consequences
Relationships from the past that never get rekindled
Sad 'cause I was movin' too fast to remember
No brake pads, this ain't accidental
When - get bad, just got to continue
My pops mad 'cause I didn't want to live with him
My mom's stressin' 'cause my older sister transgender
So, I was plotting on some things that was monumental
But I didn't know about the demons that was at the center
The circumstances I came up, they was detrimental
But I was right there signing up to represent them
For all the - I did, I hope that I'll be forgiven
I try to smile through the pain, but I still feel it
Nobody knows you like I do (nobody, nobody)
And I care for you (you know that I care)
You say that you love me
The way I love you (you know that I love you, I love you)
Oh (oh), oh (oh)
Did me dirty, that's some shit that I gotta live with
Thought they always keep it real, they obviously didn't
Smile in my face, my back, stick a knife right in it
Thought they meant what they was saying, they was just pretending
Didn't know they'd take their chance, soon as they get it
Didn't know they'd turn their back on me, but they did it
They turned on me like their hands on a clock for minutes
I'm paranoid 'cause I felt like a target when I
Spoke my mind, so I made my subconscious bigger
Got complexes that I didn't know that I developed
Dark places in my mind I don't want to visit
- I've been through, I wouldn't want no one to deal with
Like both parents, have to pick which one to live with
Like growing up with a misunderstood sibling
If you don't know what I know, you don't know the feeling
Nobody knows you like I do (nobody, nobody)
And I care for you (you know that I care)
You say that you love me
The way I love you (you know that I love you, I love you)
Oh (oh), oh (oh) you know that I care
Oh (oh), oh (oh) and I'll be right there
No one knows you, no one knows you
No one knows you like I do (you don't gotta say a thing)
No one knows you, no one knows you ('cause I know what's all about)
No one knows you like I do
No one knows you, no one knows you (you don't gotta say it)
No one knows you like I do
No one knows you, no one knows you (but you can tell all
No one knows you like I do