We're Not Even

I'm floating away from what's on the ground
There's too many lies in this cold hard town
Missing the pain, glad it's over now
But we're not even
How long will it take 'til it all falls down?
You want me to break but I don't know how
You should be afraid when you see me now
'Cause we're not even
Over and over again
It's hard to know who's my friend
Said you was gon' hold me down
Be there until the end
Gave me the cold shoulder right now
Doubt that I'll see you again
Ain't lived what you talked 'bout
Shit you did keep sinking in
Made it hard for me to put my trust out and believe again
All along I always kept my guard up, I'ma keep defense
You gave me the signs but I was too naive to read it then
Always be a student but I'll never let you teach again
I'm floating away from what's on the ground
There's too many lies in this cold hard town
Missing the pain, glad it's over now
But we're not even
How long will it take till it all falls down?
You want me to break but I don't know how
You should be afraid when you see me now, yeah
'Cause we're not even
My head in the clouds
It's hard to believe that someone wanna bring me down
Hard to believe that you don't get proud every time you see me now
Hard to believe you don't think of ur dreams and want to live 'em out
Hard to believe we can't just get some peace and love, that's what I'm 'bout
I'm tryna do it if it count
Put it in motion, don't make an announcement
Don't really care if nobody can vouch
Don't really care what the money amount to
As long as I'm happy, don't care about clout
Long as I'm healthy, don't care about nothing, I feel like I'm wealthy
Ain't telling me shit 'cause there ain't really shit you can tell me
I'm floating away from what's on the ground
There's too many lies in this cold hard town
Missing the pain, glad it's over now
But we're not even
How long will it take till it all falls down?
You want me to break but I don't know how
You should be afraid when you see me now
'Cause we're not even
We're not even, even
We're not even, even
We're not even, even
We're not even, even
We're not even, even
We're not even, even
We're not even, even
We're not even, even
I'm floating away from what's on the ground
There's too many lies in this cold hard town
Missing the pain, glad it's over now
But we're not even
How long will it take till it all falls down?
You want me to break but I don't know how
You should be afraid when you see me now
'Cause we're not even
I said I would come back for you
I said I would come back for you
I said I would come back for you
I said I would come back for you