drowning (rap version)

Lost inside the Garden of Eden
Melancholy calling turned holidays into hollow days
While I went from flower to flower looking to pollinate
We're far away and wallow, we wanted to walk on water
Take all of the autumn sorrows and watch 'em dissolve away
The weight I wake up to accumulates, all my thoughts are so cumulus
All our energy's nuclear, you look into my nucleus
Tell me I'm too lugubrious, beautiful views elusive
We planted our darkest secrets, they're blooming into petunias
Pent-up pendulum pulsing just like a metronome
Poisoned, mourning my morning's impulsive
Smelling the petrichor sepulcher head
I'm better off dead, the weather is never enough
When effervescent second efforts get me left in the mud
Just up above us is a galaxy grounds all crumble below me
A thousand people surround us inside of me's only lonely
The fireflies used to visit to sit on my skin, I miss it
When mystery dissipated you drifted into the distance