Entry One

These cuts on my wrist
They ripe I swear
'Cause they sometimes make me better
Dying just to see you again
So I'm tired of writing letters to you
Can't express myself
I always choke on my own words
Can't explain what's going on
All I know is that it hurts
I can't do this no more without you
Baby you're my rose, without you
Regret, all I cared and loved you
But I fucked it up and now I gotta hurt
Lost the only thing I loved
Completely was my fault
Myself, I can't keep safe
You know it's all my fault
Because you didn't have a say in it
I fuck everything up
But I'm just so tired of saying it
If you were here you'd be disappointed
But I can't sing to no one else
And I swear, I'm just so tired
That I might just kill myself