It's A Lot

I'll decide if I'm okay or not
I keep it to myself and it's a lot
Like keepin' up with friends that I don't like
Got stabbed again, I guess I'll twist the knife
I guess I'll twist the-
I'm awake, I still feel like sleepin'
Are you okay? You haven't been speaking
This time it's different
I swear I'll listen
I'm awake, I still feel like sleepin'
I'll decide if I'm okay or not
I keep it to myself and it's a lot
Like keepin' up with friends that I don't like
Got stabbed again, I guess I'll twist the knife
I guess I'll twist the-
No, I can't feel anything
No, I can't feel anything
No, I can't
I'll decide if I'm okay or not
Keep it to myself and it's a lot
Like keepin' up with friends that I don't like
Got stabbed again, I guess I'll twist the knife
Got stabbed again, I guess I'll twist the knife
I guess I'll twist the-
Oh, I'm in a bathroom