Halos Fade (feat. Ossi Grace)

And I only think I lost my mind
But I got you
If I do
Then I'd do it again
Yeah
I fell in love with the journey
It gets tough but I'm certain
I had a couple of lessons to learn
Like when I tried rushing it burned me
That's why I'm up when it's early the
Sunlight hits me and gives me a buzz
It's like healing it gives me the same
Feeling that I seek from the drugs
I gotta meet with the plug get down on my knees and I speak to the sky
And I know he won't judge me last time I checked he's a reasonable guy
They pretend that it's love but it feels
Like these leeches are bleeding me dry
But enough is enough if their heart ain't clean man sweep 'em aside
Spent long nights tryna keep her alive
But niggas keep doubting me still
Told slime that it's time that we build fuck
Putting them tens and fives in the till
At times I used to question the grind but
You know some things only time will reveal
But shit went left I revived it Destiny's Child Survivor for real
I see on this side of the field there's
Smoke in the air and the grass ain't green
Kids get killed 'fore they pass 18
The game's filthy their hearts ain't clean
So I plan an escape
Bring you along for the journey a young black man from a random estate
We'll make it out of the manor just wait
I was going insane but all of that pain gets burnt in the pack
Still I never complain cause tables will turn and we're circling back
There's no growth if there ain't no pain
It's dog eat dog it's the same old game
So you play but it ain't okay cause living this way makes halos fade
I was going insane but all of that pain gets burnt in the pack
Still I never complain cause tables will turn and we're circling back
There's no growth if there ain't no pain
It's dog eat dog it's the same old game
So you play but it ain't okay cause living this way makes halos fade
Yeah
I'm just praying that time sleep on my eyes I've been working late
It's just me and this mic tryna get P
Off of lines like I'm serving weight
Yeah
Still I'm keeping an eye on them people behind when I'm swerving lanes
Cause I'm paranoid like Malcolm peep
Through the blinds I'm observing snakes
Yeah
I'm just scraping the surface but it's
A cage I've been trapped in still
Didn't say I was perfect but you can
Tell who's real and who's acting's real
Yeah
God gave me a purpose and taught me a valuable lesson in life
You won't get everything you request but it
Might be a blessing that's dressed in disguise
Still tryna make it with less though so
Lord forgive me I'm dealing with sin
It's how it goes when you're eager to win
We're just tryna blow like leaves in the wind
I try keep it within but you can't find peace when it's bottled inside
So you gotta decide if man moves slime yeah I'm cutting the ties
I see on this side of the field there's
Smoke in the air and the grass ain't green
Kids get killed 'fore they pass 18
The game's filthy their hearts ain't clean
So I plan an escape
Bring you along for the journey a young black man from a random estate
We'll make it out of the manor just wait
I was going insane but all of that pain gets burnt in the pack
Still I never complain cause tables will turn and we're circling back
There's no growth if there ain't no pain
It's dog eat dog it's the same old game
So you play but it ain't okay cause living this way makes halos fade
I was going insane but all of that pain gets burnt in the pack
Still I never complain cause tables will turn and we're circling back
There's no growth if there ain't no pain
It's dog eat dog it's the same old game
So you play but it ain't okay cause living this way makes halos fade
I can't take it back
If I wanted to
Made me who I am
So I'll do it again
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
I'll do it again
Oh yeah
Oh yeah