Uncomfortable Conversations

作词 : Asif Khan Siddique/Damaria Walker/Sean Momberger
作曲 : Asif Khan Siddique/Damaria Walker/Sean Momberger
制作人 : Sean Momberger/As If!
I been dealin' with this life shit on my own
'Cause what other way is there to do it when you grown?
All these so-called friends and family, I'm still alone
It's well-known, once you on, people love to fake the phone call
Let's get it, let's get uncomfortable
I'm like that **** that you owed then you run into
Like, "****, where my shit at?
Where you think you goin'? Where you get that?"
Nowhere to run, I don't know who really with me
How many "no's" until they start to go against me?
How long can I take up on the opp 'fore they forgive me?
Big water in my ears, call these diamond wet willies
Gave my mom 30K in two months, ain't do nothin'
Just poor money management, but I'm a true son
Still her first-born, still her number one
So I'ma still pay them bills, bitch, when the time come
But maybe she know that and take advantage
How I let shit fly and it's landin'
Even though I let you use me, I understand it
As long as you straight, it don't matter 'bout the damage, huh
Who else need somethin' from Chike, huh?
A few thousand 'til my uncle, get you right, huh
Get your jewelery out the pawn, get your car fixed
Ten thousand for your birthday like, "More please"
Wish you many mores, love you to your core
You know the deal, it ain't shit, call me if you need more, ****
Point is, 'cause y'all pay me back in love
Or ****in' pat me on the back, I depend more on drugs, ****
Uncomfortable conversations (Conversations)
Can't do no runnin', I embrace it (I embrace it)
Been takin' time, bein' patient (Bein' patient)
To get this shit up off my chest, huh (Chest, huh)
Uncomfortable conversations (Conversations)
Can't do no runnin', I embrace it (I embrace it)
Been takin' time, bein' patient (Bein' patient)
To get this shit up off my chest, huh
Here we go again
It's been hard to pray to God and not sin
Back against the wall, still standin' tall
Chin up, chest out, I know you wanna see me fall, bitch
All the pressure
From bein' the best on GNX
What about it, bitch? I ain't cracked yet
You only see what's on socials, what about these fat checks?
Uh, currently, puttin' my lil' bro through therapy
A man of many jackets when you stare at me
I made this song for some clarity
Not sympathy, don't need your charity
R.I.P. Greg, took a shot to the head
Wish it was one of you **** instead
Love you to the death, guess you took me for my word
You my ****, you my dog, you my brother, you my third
All that's talk for your funeral, fifteen bands
Straight cash out my hands
Can you believe they only let me know two days in advance
To where they're even havin' it? Ain't even have my suit ready
Shit crazy, got me laughin'
Your girl stopped me from carryin' you in a casket
All behind my back, the homies think it's cool
When I gave her that 15K to spend on you
What the ****?
Uncomfortable conversations (Conversations)
Can't do no runnin', I embrace it (I embrace it)
Been takin' time, bein' patient (Bein' patient)
To get this shit up off my chest, huh (Chest, huh)
Uncomfortable conversations (Conversations)
Can't do no runnin', I embrace it (I embrace it)
Been takin' time, bein' patient (Bein' patient)
To get this shit up off my chest, huh
Lord, we thank You for another day
To get it right in purpose and on purpose
Father, I ask that You lay Your hand on my brother, AZ Chike
Thank You for protecting him from dangers seen and unseen
Thank You for protecting him
From the things that the enemy has set up to destroy
His peace and his purpose
A&R : Tim Hinshaw
音频助理 : Mitchell Galves
音频工程师 : Hayden Duncan
母带工程师 : Nicolas de Porcel
人声 : Az Chike
混音师 : Derek "MixedByAli" Ali