Rip Out Your Eyes

I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you’d see my life and wouldnt be so damn cold
You think being me’s easy (easy)
You’ve never seen me really (really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull
One, Two, Three, Four
Im a mess
I procrastinate my whole life away laying in bed
Just scrolling on my phone tryna forget about the stress
My teacher said I’m lazy and I never tried my best
But I swear if they felt how I feel they’d learn to judge me less
I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you’d see my life and wouldnt be so damn cold
You think being me’s easy (easy)
You’ve never seen me really (really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull
And if your eyes aren't enough
Let’s cut my veins and see the venom deep inside
Running up into my brain no I’m not kidding I’m alive
But I’m barely hanging on most days I feel like giving up
But I keep going hoping that my life won’t always have to suck
But it feels like every year I’m here it gets a little worse
Like the pain just keeps on building I swear one day ima burst
And ive tried my best to be better but it just doesn’t work
No I promise I’m not lying let me show you that it hurts
I wanna rip out your eyes and put them inside my skull
Maybe then you’d see my life and wouldnt be so damn cold
You think being me’s easy (easy)
You’ve never seen me really (really)
I wanna rip out my eyes and put them in your perfect skull