One Thousand Lies

Been told a thousand lies
And I believed them all
Doubled down on my mistakes
You know I like the pain it brought
A path of destruction
Set in place, the damage begins
My whole a chain of regrets
I always fucked up everything
I feel the loss
And caused you pain
No longer will I let myself just sink
Pick up the pieces of your broken life
Gave up on yourself so many times
Living life like there's no tomorrow
Endless turns to misery
Cause all the good I've ever seen
Broke in half in front of me
I feel the loss
And caused you pain
No longer will I drown myself in shame
Pick up the pieces of your broken life
Gave up on yourself so many times
Pick up the pieces of your broken life
Carry the weight of a thousand lies
One thousand tears for one thousand cries
One thousand hopes forced down to die
No fix can cure all the pain that I hide
It's all fucked up - but this is my life
Pick up the pieces of your broken life