I'm So Sick

Some days are all the same love yeah
Im walking round, with out no trust yea im a dark cloud
Some day i ought to wake up
From this god forsaken place that got me
Locked up
There was a time when i was better
I lost my way, out on the sea of someones fake love
I Cant wait to see the blue skies
But im afraid they wont be back so dont come closer
I'm so sick of my self
I can't stop these demons inside
Of my mind
Makes me blind
I don't want to hurt you
But I'm afraid I'll tear you down
Find somebody else
I'm not good for your health
You need to leave cuz
I'm a black hole
I'm out of control
So lock up your door
Cuz I don't want to break you
But I'm afraid I'll take you down (with me)
I can't escape this hell
But you don't need to dwell
You cannot save me
Might escalate
Dead or awake
I'll be nothing else than your biggest mistake
Some days I feel less broken
But all the others i'm a mess, yeah I'm so fucked up
You think you're gonna be my savior
When I'm the one who's gonna break you into pieces
I'm so sick, sick of my self
I can't stop these demons inside
Of my mind
Makes me blind
I don't want to hurt you
But I'm afraid I'll tear you down
Find somebody else
I'm not good for your health
You need to leave cuz
I'm a black hole
I'm out of control
So lock up your door
Cuz I don't want to break you
But I'm afraid I'll take you down (with me)
I can't escape this hell
But you don't need to dwell
You cannot save me
Might escalate
Dead or awake
I'll be nothing else than your biggest mistake
I'm so sick, of my self
I'm so sick, sick of myself
I can't stop these demons inside my head
Because I'm so sick, sick in my mind
Makes me blind
I don't wanna hurt you
But im afraid i'll tear you down
Find somebody else
Im not good for your health
You need to leave
Cuz im a black hole
Im out of control
So lock up your door
Cuz i dont wanna break you
But im afraid ill take you down with me
I cant escape this hell
But you dont need to dwell
You cannot save me
Might escelate
Dead or awake
Ill be nothing else then your biggest misstake