Golddust

Bust it open
Flake lookin' like gold dust
**** get a whiff of this uncut
Bloody Marys at brunch
From last night still drunk
Popped a Adderall **** that was my lunch
And I gotta hunch
Rollin' up a blunt
Call some hoes up **** let's do some bumps
Caught up in the whirlwind
Life took a tail spin
Hid behind designer shades, life of sin
Lost control, don’t have a soul
Myself, I don't know no more
Numbin' up with drugs
To suppress these feelings
Prayin' to the heavens
Let these devils get the best of me
**** what's the recipe, for a good time?
Whole lot of liquor while you doin' coke lines
Residue on my mustache
How could it last?
Roll a hundred dollar bill
**** blow cash
Can't nobody tell me no
**** pass me that blow
Got to the point
I ain't gotta buy drugs
**** just give to 'em to me
And they think they showin' love
And that's what's up
Kinda fucked up
Now I do way it more then I use to
Have no clue
All the false alarms
Where most would of died
But my tolerance strong
Been cursed all alone
Whole family addicts
Floatin' through my bloodstream
Like I gotta have it
Tried to quit a few times
But it didn't work out
Can you understand what my life is about?
'Cause I think you don't
So take a step inside
A mind so horrific, images that I hide
Take look inside
Scare you for life
This is the way, **** step inside
Mimosa for breakfast
With a thick hoe from Texas
Got good karma, feel the persona
Got the Hermes towel while I'm up in the sauna
Smokin' on ganja, tastin' like caramel
Ass so fat think she get it from her momma
Came along way hittin' thots in spots
Now I fuck pornstars
I done jerked off and watched
Spendin' racks up in Bergdorf
Bitch take your shirt off
Took a couple mollies
Now they wanna have a twerk off
Guess who the judge?
Why they hold the grudge?
Me, I got it all done
Got it out the mud
Will it all last?
Will it all last?
Roll a hundred dollar bill
**** blow cash
Will it all last?
Will it all last?
Roll a hundred dollar bill
Blowin' money fast