DISCONNECTED

This might be depression
My body is cold, I sold out my soul, I got too invested
Yeah, drugs are involved, the story gets old
I don't learn my lesson, nah
When I speak through the music, I spill my confessions, uh
Fuck a church or a reverend
Existential disconnect
Cameras flashing, feel like slashing off my fuckin' neck
Plug went ghost, I'm out of potion, I've got nothin' left
I feel sorry for the wall I smash my head against (head against)
I smash my head again, feel sorry
Feel disconnected, uh
Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?
(Hit back, hit back, hit back)
I'm fallin', I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh
No angels callin', barely form a sentence (sentence)
My brain is rottin', no more interventions, yeah
I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump
If I jump, then I'll leap right off
Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more
I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb
I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)
Yeah, oh, oh-oh, ah
Take some time (yeah)
I hear them talking, I'll be fine (fine)
One call, and I'll be on my way (on my way)
I lied, but that was yesterday (yeah-yeah)
Shit's not the same (yeah-yeah)
These broken veins, won't heal in time for you to save
Oh, what a shame, I'm fucking up the family name
Hop off a plane, a different country every day
You said, "The grass is always greener," but the sky is gray
Feel disconnected, uh
Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?
Everyone around me can feel it, baby
I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh
No angels callin', barely form a sentence (sentence), uh
My brain is rottin', no more interventions, yeah
I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump
If I jump, then I'll leap right off
Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more
I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb
I don't wanna feel it, I feel disconnected (disconnected...)
Yeah, yeah, I said
"I feel disconnected," yeah, yeah
My whole body's tempted
I might just threaten
Your whole damn family
Bitch, bitch, yeah, I feel disconnected
No angels callin', barely form a sentence
My brain is rottin', no more interventions
I'm done with talking, yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't really feel good, yeah
Head is fucking disconnected
From their bodies, I don't wanna
Do not hurt it