Eternal Nothingness

My daily life consists of pain
It feels like I swallowed a blade
Being alive fucking sucks
Eternal nothingness
That's what I want
Being mindless
Not having any thoughts
And not living in this rotten world
My depression seems funny to me
I laugh at my misery
Walking on the streets reminds me of my loneliness
They have friends
They have everything
Shoot me in the fucking head
So I don't live in this living hell