another song

I mean it been going on and building up for so many years that I was
You know, suicidal, I mean I just didn't wanna live, so
I just thought, "If I'm gonna die, if I'm gonna kill myself, I should take some drugs" you know, heh
I remember when you used to hold me close and say you love me (And say you love me)
Now you actin' like a ghost and that's okay, I know I'm ugly (I know I'm ugly)
Now I'm swervin' in the Ghost and I'm okay, I'm gettin' money (I'm gettin' money)
Now I'm switchin' up the coast, get out my way, I stop for nothin' (I stop for nothing; Skrrt)
Give me some time and give me your patience (Patience)
Came in the game last month, fuck the game, I'm done (Game, I'm done)
Give me a sign and I'm gonna take it (Ahh)
Whatever way I want, bitch, I get paid up front (Clout, clout)
I'm gettin' mine, so fuck all your placements (Fuck)
Baby face, I'm young, fuck the place I'm from (The place I'm from)
Don't hit my line and say somethin' basic (Skrrt..rrrt)
If it ain't about the money, please don't waste no time (Waste no time)
Lookin' off the edge, and I'm picturin' the fall 'cause
I don't want to break my legs and have to carry on (Hey)
If I carry on, I'm gon' need some marijuana
Put it in my bong, then I make another song
May as well become a junkie 'cause I felt like a junkie every day, you know? Waking up starving, just forcing myself to eat, you know, barfing it back up
It's like
I'm in pain all the time